It has been a mixed day really.
First off, the bad news. I went to the doctor this morning and have been signed off sick again for another fortnight. She said that if the meds haven’t started working by then she would have to consult a psychiatrist, which is quite a scary thought.
The other bad bit of news is work cannot help me. I’m going to hear from Occupational Health but all they will do is check I’m fit enough to work. I really want to resign now but Dad won’t let me. I need to hear his reasons before I moan I guess but I don’t want to be there any more. I really need a new job….
I’m also feeling a bit inferior and unloved. I don’t know why but at the moment I don’t feel particularly wanted anywhere. I feel like I’m annoying people left, right and centre. I might just be being paranoid but I don’t feel happy at all.
On a brighter note, I passed my degree! I got a 2:1, which is what I was working for. This means I can go ahead and do my Masters in contemporary history, which is awesome. That should open some doors for me.
