7th July 2008
Posted by Kate on July 7, 2008
I’m having a quiet day today. Well, actually I feel a bit lonely. Don’t want to tell my boyfriend though because there is nothing he can do about it as he is at work. I’ve just spent the morning working on my websites and reading. Think I will watch a sermon this afternoon – one by Mark Driscoll.
I haven’t had a panic attack today which I guess I should be happy about, which I am, but I feel quite reflective and I guess that is making me feel a bit gutted. Because of my panic attacks I can’t get to the Conference at the Brighton Centre, or use public transport or go to work because they all make me panic. I guess I was lucky yesterday as I actually managed to get to church and serve in the book shop but I feel I am missing out a lot, which I suppose accounts for my loneliness.
In the past few weeks because going out has been difficult I’ve been spending a lot of time on a book forum – that is pretty much my social life. It is a bit sad really. Sort of sums up my life at the moment….
